ever had a friend lose everything for drugs?

Zaskar · 07-22-2003, 03:58 AM

my friend left everything here and now lives with a coke dealer downtown and wanders the streets tryin to get hits. its sad stuff. and since im a dork.....quick call the poser police

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it's like a sprain to your ankle but instead to your brain / is it chemical imbalance or some kind of challenge instead / left insane as the itch in the skin digs deeper within / its the pain as it drops like rain hard through your veins / an IV needle hose and its all in the bag, endin up the same / it hits hard like some kinda batters cage / you're left ripped shattered tattered battered and maimed / scripted down with no name on some shifty ass alley lane / news aint gonna remember when you're face down in december / slain, machete blood dismembered shot to the face for playin that drug game / you better hear and winters droppin early this year / pill poppin and heroine cheer wont get you seein that clear / this shits drawen near in my brain i fear / you're pain is reflectin in me like a mirror / but im sick of all this shit ya hear / fuck you if you wanna live like a hoe / i dont care its your own show just step up get off and let go / so remember not to tell me how cold that snow can go / when its ten below and the coins keep comin that slow / a powder wrath wrapped round your corpse while they're beaten off crows / of course, cause thats where you're endin as those sores the wounds they take their time / you lose / i choose no remorse easier for peace of mind / when they send ya glue factories like a horse / the whore / but of course, no more / i gotta say it all in just one damn chord / a chorus for the lost friend i once had / should i be sad or just mad when my stuborness is iron clad / so once more, i ain't steppin down to give you a hand / i put it out an got a slap to the face instead / you chose to end it right that day and im watchen ya just led astray / just wait till that coke dealer leaves ya weighed down by baggage shackled on chains / just wait till ya cant even feel your face and the bugs they itch as ticks turn to stings / just wait till our voices turn to rings an BP heart monitors sing / just look at the things you lost and the cost that it brings / but fuck / do your own thing.

the flying moose · 07-22-2003, 04:06 AM

sorry to hear about your friend. that really sucks. i hope she is able to find help.

m33p · 07-22-2003, 04:22 AM

Losing yourself to drugs is your own fault. If you have a problem why not get help? Dumb people lose their lives to drugs, plain and simple.

Shame bout your friend.

gearwh0re · 07-22-2003, 04:30 AM

my adopted older brother has been hooked on drugs most of his life.

another buddy of mine died at 18 (fuck he was just a kid) from a coke overdose.

sad sad stuff.

07-22-2003, 04:41 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by m33p
Losing yourself to drugs is your own fault. If you have a problem why not get help? Dumb people lose their lives to drugs, plain and simple.

Shame bout your friend.

I'm sorry to say it's not that simple. I've been there myself. I do agree, it is your own fault. When you're using, you think everything is fine, you live in a different reality than most. If you're lucky, you hit bottom and find your way out. Unfortunately only you can do that.

Dumb people don't lose their life to drugs, unfortunate people do.

The sad thing is, if you haven't experienced it, you have no idea the kind of struggle that they are going through.

freeeeeerider · 07-22-2003, 04:41 AM

Didnt that JasonNSP guy die from drugs and get recesutated? like brought back to life? ( i know my spelling is horrible) pretty crazy... i know of a few kids in school who are already fucked up and they are only 15 or 14

snowboarder · 07-22-2003, 04:46 AM

my friend who used to be my best friend a year ago ditched me for pot. now he hangs out with this other kid whos dad lets them do pot in the basement. i told him when he started he'll probably get addicted later on but the smartass he is he says no i only do it once a week. i dont have a problem with weed but come on i've known him since we were 9 and now he decides to do weed instead of hanging out with me.

sshock4 · 07-22-2003, 04:54 AM

just was surfing around the internet and i read this, its rather appropriate...

http://www.fotolog.net/mashuga/?photo_id=389231

2bit · 07-22-2003, 05:21 AM

I have one friend who is now clinically insane because of drugs.
And another friend who has allready had a nervouse break-down at 17. And he isn't on the road to recovery.

Zaskar · 07-22-2003, 05:43 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by 2bit
I have one friend who is now clinically insane because of drugs.
And another friend who has allready had a nervouse break-down at 17. And he isn't on the road to recovery.

my friend is now schitzophrenic from doing acid twice and had to be institutionalized for 3 months.

2bit · 07-22-2003, 05:48 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Zaskar
my friend is now schitzophrenic from doing acid twice and had to be institutionalized for 3 months.

....same with my friend. Too much acid and mushrooms, at the same time...for 3 days straight.
I try to feel sorry for him but I don't know if I can.

Zaskar · 07-22-2003, 06:00 AM

i felt sorry for my friend for fucking themselves over for about a week. then i realized its their life and i honestly just dont give a shit what happens, they had their chance to turn it around and gave us all the finger and just did it anyways.

thats what that thing i wrote about is all about.

Zaskar · 07-22-2003, 06:02 AM

i had one get kicked out drop out of school and move downtown and is now fucked on something somewhere. i havent seen or heard from them since.

and this last one came to grad photos in tears begging for someone to help her out. and then last i heard shes back on the streets after people did their best to help her out. way to stab people in the back.

Putty · 07-22-2003, 06:21 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by sshock4
just was surfing around the internet and i read this, its rather appropriate...

http://www.fotolog.net/mashuga/?photo_id=389231

some of those other pics are quite interesting as well... makes me feel lucky, all of us probably, sorry to hear about your friend, we've all had one i think.

m33p - black and white with you baby.

Putty · 07-22-2003, 06:23 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Zaskar
my friend is now schitzophrenic from doing acid twice and had to be institutionalized for 3 months.

how much acid?

i knew a guy who died for like 3 minutes in a night club and came back, used to eat ouces of shrooms..crazy

07-22-2003, 03:58 AM	#1
Zaskar back in the ussr Join Date: Nov 2002 Posts: 7,718 Rep Power: 6312	ever had a friend lose everything for drugs? my friend left everything here and now lives with a coke dealer downtown and wanders the streets tryin to get hits. its sad stuff. and since im a dork.....quick call the poser police : it's like a sprain to your ankle but instead to your brain / is it chemical imbalance or some kind of challenge instead / left insane as the itch in the skin digs deeper within / its the pain as it drops like rain hard through your veins / an IV needle hose and its all in the bag, endin up the same / it hits hard like some kinda batters cage / you're left ripped shattered tattered battered and maimed / scripted down with no name on some shifty ass alley lane / news aint gonna remember when you're face down in december / slain, machete blood dismembered shot to the face for playin that drug game / you better hear and winters droppin early this year / pill poppin and heroine cheer wont get you seein that clear / this shits drawen near in my brain i fear / you're pain is reflectin in me like a mirror / but im sick of all this shit ya hear / fuck you if you wanna live like a hoe / i dont care its your own show just step up get off and let go / so remember not to tell me how cold that snow can go / when its ten below and the coins keep comin that slow / a powder wrath wrapped round your corpse while they're beaten off crows / of course, cause thats where you're endin as those sores the wounds they take their time / you lose / i choose no remorse easier for peace of mind / when they send ya glue factories like a horse / the whore / but of course, no more / i gotta say it all in just one damn chord / a chorus for the lost friend i once had / should i be sad or just mad when my stuborness is iron clad / so once more, i ain't steppin down to give you a hand / i put it out an got a slap to the face instead / you chose to end it right that day and im watchen ya just led astray / just wait till that coke dealer leaves ya weighed down by baggage shackled on chains / just wait till ya cant even feel your face and the bugs they itch as ticks turn to stings / just wait till our voices turn to rings an BP heart monitors sing / just look at the things you lost and the cost that it brings / but fuck / do your own thing.

07-22-2003, 04:22 AM	#3
m33p Registered User Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: I Control The Board. Posts: 2,710 Rep Power: 1015	Losing yourself to drugs is your own fault. If you have a problem why not get help? Dumb people lose their lives to drugs, plain and simple. Shame bout your friend. __________________ 2000 VPS Custom Travel sz. medium w/ Raceface BB, Blackspire chainguide, Axiom Seatpost, Tank hs... $400. Champagne Hayes w/rotors... $299/pair. Front 20mm Formula laced to 26" Doublewide w/ 2.8 Michelin and dh tube... $150. Rear Formula laced to 24" DX32 w/ XTR 8spd Cog, Highroller 2.7, dh tube... $200. 8spd XT derailler/shifter...$100. FUNN FatboySlim/Serial Killa 31.8 Combo w/ Odi Lockons... $100. Dainese Legs and Arms sz. med... $100. Magura HS-11's... $50/pair. Or take it all for $1200 and

07-22-2003, 04:30 AM	#4
gearwh0re Registered User Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: meh (heeco) Posts: 19,054 Rep Power: 198005	my adopted older brother has been hooked on drugs most of his life. another buddy of mine died at 18 (fuck he was just a kid) from a coke overdose. sad sad stuff. __________________ turn off sigs...it will change your life

07-22-2003, 04:54 AM	#8
sshock4 resist! Join Date: May 2003 Location: princeton, new jersey Posts: 266 Rep Power: 11	just was surfing around the internet and i read this, its rather appropriate... http://www.fotolog.net/mashuga/?photo_id=389231 __________________

07-22-2003, 05:21 AM	#9
2bit Tofino sucks Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Awesome World Posts: 2,572 Rep Power: 1085190	I have one friend who is now clinically insane because of drugs. And another friend who has allready had a nervouse break-down at 17. And he isn't on the road to recovery. __________________ Hug a logger, you'll never go back to trees

07-22-2003, 04:41 AM	#6
freeeeeerider 6505+ Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: alberta Posts: 1,438 Rep Power: 68	Didnt that JasonNSP guy die from drugs and get recesutated? like brought back to life? ( i know my spelling is horrible) pretty crazy... i know of a few kids in school who are already fucked up and they are only 15 or 14

07-22-2003, 04:46 AM	#7
snowboarder Senior Member Join Date: Dec 2002 Location: trenton/ewing, new jersey Posts: 1,284 Rep Power: 0	my friend who used to be my best friend a year ago ditched me for pot. now he hangs out with this other kid whos dad lets them do pot in the basement. i told him when he started he'll probably get addicted later on but the smartass he is he says no i only do it once a week. i dont have a problem with weed but come on i've known him since we were 9 and now he decides to do weed instead of hanging out with me.

07-22-2003, 06:00 AM	#12
Zaskar back in the ussr Join Date: Nov 2002 Posts: 7,718 Rep Power: 6312	i felt sorry for my friend for fucking themselves over for about a week. then i realized its their life and i honestly just dont give a shit what happens, they had their chance to turn it around and gave us all the finger and just did it anyways. thats what that thing i wrote about is all about.

07-22-2003, 06:02 AM	#13
Zaskar back in the ussr Join Date: Nov 2002 Posts: 7,718 Rep Power: 6312	i had one get kicked out drop out of school and move downtown and is now fucked on something somewhere. i havent seen or heard from them since. and this last one came to grad photos in tears begging for someone to help her out. and then last i heard shes back on the streets after people did their best to help her out. way to stab people in the back.

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